Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in lilhrtbreaker69's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
10:23 am	good shit...lol... well life has been good.. everythings goin fine.. i cant wait till the weekend because me, chris, and nani are goin to ashlis for the weekend.. its gonna be hell.. (well in a good way) lol.. well, last night it was fun, we took so many pics even tho they were mostly of me..lol.. but hey its all good.. but anyways, i really dont have much to say right now because.. ummmmm.. i dunno.. well ashli calls us the crew.. meanin.. ( me, chris, her, and nani..) lol, shes such a kid.. but its all good.. well ashli thanks for talkin to me last night when we were there, i took your advice, it helped a lot.. well what u told me.. thanks and im glad that we are all cool.. well aiight, im out.. to the crew, i hope that u all have a good day, and i love you guys CRYSTAL- GOOD LUCK ON YOUR GAME TODAY EVEN THO U WANT IT TO BE OVER WIT..LOL.. WELL I LOVE YOU BABY.. HAVE FUN.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
11:37 am	ashleys hella cool after all... :) well yesterday, me, crystal, and nani all went to hang out wit ashley c.. it was so fun, wow, at first i never liked this girl because i had heard so much shit about her.. and i was like wow, shes a bitch, but come to find out pretty much all of it was a lie.. so now after last night, of all of us hangin out, we all got shit straight, and we are all FRIENDS.. so thats cool.. me chris and nani are goin to her house on friday, and we will stay there till mon i think.. she asked us to go wit her for the weekend because of memorial day, so we are all gonna chill this weekend at her house.. its gonna be some crazy shit.. i do know that..lol.. but its all good.. well yeah, her bro is crazy as fuck, but its all good, hes a lil Q-T.. hyper as fuck, but thats ok..lol.. but yea, ash i just want u to know that im glad we all got shit taken care of wit all of us.. and that we are gonna have to start hangin out a lot more.. lol.. well aiight girl hit me up lata... im out.. sarah lynn ... Current Mood: energetic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
11:26 am	went to VA instead...lol... well this weekend was pretty cool, well until i got sick but thats all good.. well, i went wit nani to va this weekend, i was susposed to stay wit a friend but that didnt happen... im suspose to stay at her house tonight but i dont know about that either.. she wants me too, but yet im not sure what im doin yet.. so i guess we will see... well anyways, i went to nanis familys house and it was pretty cool i guess, at first i wasnt too sure about goin just because of all the shit that went down wit me and nani.. but she told me it would be fine and that she wanted me to go, so i did... well, we had to work this festival thing that her family does like every year, well i went to it and then thats where i got sick, it was bad, my side was killin me, i was about to die..lol.. well, anyways, me and nani ended up goin home because i couldnt stay there any longer, so we just went home and tried to sleep but that didnt work..lol.. anyways, later on i had told nani that i wanted to get a tatoo, and she was like ok.. so that night nani bro jr gives tat's and hes hella good, so he gave me a tat.. its on my left arm like right under my shoulder.. its crystal initials.. it says CDP in capital letters, if any one wants to see what it looks like all u have to do is look at a font somewhere, look up georgia then look at it all in caps.. thats what i got.. it didnt even hurt, at first it did a lil but after the first like 5 seconds it didnt even hurt any more.. i didnt cry, i just sat there singing an shit..lol.. it was all good.. so yea thats all we really did in va.. but ummm theres nothing more to say about it.. so aiight im out..lol.. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
3:06 pm	this weekend.. well this weekend nani is goin to va to work and be wit her family.. i dont wanna go because there is a lot goin on that i just dont wanna go.. because i know i will feel very uncomfortable and im not gonna put my self in that situation.. well, anyways, i was talkin to a friend of mine and she said i can stay wit her for the weekend if i wanted to.. so i was like ya thats cool.. so me and nani are goin to her house tonight and we are gonna hang out and see whats up, or even if i do wanna even stay wit her.. well i hope everything goes well wit that.. well im about to get in the shower.. because i have to get ready.. well take care everyone.. love ya chris.. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
10:36 pm	are they gonna last..?? well aiight tonight nani told me some stuff that sandy had told her.. well, i dont know what to say or think.. well, there has been a lotta drama goin down wit sandy and tiph lately.. and i just dont know whats goin on wit those two anymore.. well i mean one min its me and sandy doin w/e.. the hell u wanna call it.. umm im just gonna stick wit "talkin".. and then its me and tiph.. well damn, i just dont know what to do wit all of it.. ya know.. sandy told me something the other day about.. " me and tiph havent had any problems or faught until i had got back into the pic again" because what had happened is this past weekend me nani and tiph were susposed to go to myrtle beach and then tiph desided that she wasnt gonna go after she knew my girl crystal was gonna go.. well thats not the only reason she didnt go but still, so anyways, when we had went to tiphs house that night me and tiph got into it.. i told tiph that i didnt wanna have anything to do wit her, i didnt want to talk to her, and i was just a bitch to her to make u understand it better.. tiph didnt really say anything.. this was on saturday night that this happened and so i didnt talk to tiph until monday.. and i guess the whole time i didnt talk to her sandy and tiph were fine and had no problems.. so thats why sandy told me that they didnt argue or anything until i came back in the pic... well damn, i told sandy that i was not ever gonna talk to tiph again.. and all this but there is a problem, i cant stop talkin to her, she means a lot to me and i dont know why i just cant let her go that easy, even tho we are just friends.. ya know...? well its weird because me and tiph are having problems of our own too i guess you can say.. they arent bad but hey we still got em.. well, i dont know tiph is a person that has a very strong impact on my life.. i mean yea, me and her did w/e but yet i cant let it go.. ya know..? like i mean we are just friends but yet i still love and care about her... and i just dont want her outta my life completely.. but hey if that happens then i guess i have to deal wit it.. well me ansd tiph, might go to myrtle beach this weekend i dont know.. but im probably not gonna go because of all this shit goin on wit her and sandy... so i dont know we will just see what happens.. i guess.. well if i dont go wit her then i dont know what im gonna do.. there really isint a lot to do around here.. well, like i have said before.. i hope that tiph and sandy work out but yet i dont because from what i hear on both ends they dont even wanna be together wit eachother.. tiph, dont wanna be wit her and i guess sandy is only wit tiph, to get over nani because sandy still likes nani, well is still in love wit her and i know that her and tiph are pretty much playin the same game.. well tiph told me tonight that she didnt wanna be wit sandy and all this so i dont know whats gonna happen.. we all think that they should move on and just be wit different people.. well i also heard that sandy wasnt gonna break up wit tiph, until she knew that she could have nani and w/e else.. sandy and tiph i think need to be wit other people because they are only hurtin eachother.. but hey what ever they wanna do is there thing i guess.. no one can tell them what to do.. they are the only ones that can determine what happens.. and what doesnt.. well i guess they will figure it out on there own...well i dont know what to say about all that.. i guess when the time is right they will know when they can work it out and when they cant.. well i dont know i just hope whatever they do or deside works out for them.. they both deserve the best and thats all that matters.. i gues.. well good luck tiph and sandy.. take care.. love ya girls, sarah lynn.. Current Mood: blah (9 Comments |Comment on this)
12:57 am	tiph and sandy... TIPH AND SANDY... I LOVE YOU GUYS..AND I REALLY HOPE THAT U GUYS WORK SHIT OUT.. SANDY- HEY HOW YA DOIN..? WELL IM SO GLAD THAT U AND TIPH ARE TOGETHER, I KNOW THAT ME AND U ARENT REALLY AIIGHT RIGHT NOW, BUT HEY THATS OK.. I JUST WISH U LUCK AND DONT GIVE UP ON TIPH, SHES A GREAT GIRL AND DESERVES THE BEST.. AND I KNOW U CAN GIVE THAT TOO HER.. WELL GOOD -LUCK..LOVE YA, SARAH LEE TIPH- HEY CHICA, WHATS REALLY GOOD.. WELL I KNOW THAT ME AND U HAVE A WEIRD RELATIONSHIP, N I KNOW ME AND U HAVE BOTH DONE AND SAID SHIT THAT WE REGRET AND I HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WORKS OUT WIT U AND SANDY.. IM HERE FOR BOTH OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT, EVEN IF I LEAVE..U TOLD ME TODAY THAT EVEN IF I LEFT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, WELL YEA I WILL DO THAT.. I CANT JUST DROP EVERYONE.. WELL AT LEAST NOT U GUYS.. WELL, REMEMBER WHAT I TOLD U AGAIN, FOLLOW YOUR HEART, AND NOT YOUR MIND.. WELL GOOD-LUCK IN ALL THAT COMES YOUR WAY.. SORRY WHAT HAPPENED WIT ME AND YOU... LOVE YA, SARAH LYNN *** CONGRATS.. AND GOOD-LUCK *** Current Mood: awake (4 Comments |Comment on this)
12:38 am	im aiight i guess... well tonight crystal came here to fort bragg and hung out wit me and nani.. it was pretty cool.. i love it when me and her get to spend time together.. i just love her bein there wit me... well she wasnt here for every long.. but thats ok.. i wasnt expecting her to be here that long anyways.. well it was all good, until she left because then again when she had to go i just cried and i hate that.. i love bein wit her and i love her holding me and me having that safe feeling ya know..?? i dont know what it is about crystal, that i cant get enough of.. its like no matter what she does, or anything, i am just so happy.. i wanna be wit her forever.. i am done wit all the high school bull-shit drama.. wit everyone tryin to start shit between me and her.. well all i gotta say is that no matter what happens wit me and her im not gonna leave her again, for anyone.. im done looking, i have found the girl that i wanna spend the rest of my life wit... crystal, u are the only one that i wanna be wit and i know that from the bottom of my heart.. and i know that me and you have had some shit go down wit us, and im sorry, i cant change the past i can only move on.. well i hope that u feel the same way that i do and if u dont then o-well.. baby all i can say is that i hope me and u have a happy life together and i cant wait till we move in together and just be ourselves.. ya know..? well u more than me..lol.. well, it was so good to have u in my arms tonight, i wish that never ended, and i wish that u didnt have to go so soon.. but hey its ok, there will be more time for that another time.. baby i love you wit everything that i have to offer.. and remember i am always here for you..(sarah-n-chris= together forever + a day..lol..) Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)